madami ang namamatay sa maling akala

it's the start of another week. for me, it might be one of the hellest week ever and yet i'm feeling better. i'm happy. i'm giddy. i'm smiling. but who would be happy when two of her friends lost things they value most and are very sad right now. that's how i feel. i cannot be happy when people dear to me are feeling bad.

this happened lunch time
friend 1 left her cellphone in her itm classroom and after just an hour, it's not there anymore. what's worse is that the class after hers is also an itm class. i'm not insinuating or anything, i just feel for her. so please please, if any of you finds a red sony ericsson T610, tell any of us bodega benchers... the sad thing about the phone is that, she paid for it with her own hard earned OJT money. and worse, she just lost the cellphone number indicated in her resume. so please, let us help her look for it....

while in itm class (6-9pm)
friend 2 texted me that the she left the envelope that contains all the grad pics she had collected in the faura labs. now this is another nakakapanghinayang things coz she had collected alot. and losing all of it in one blow can really hurt. i mean, she can still ask her friends but it's a different case altogether. so peeps, if you find an envelope containing grad pictures anywhere in faura, please please contact me. thanks!

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on a different note, i have fully realized today that every action has a repercussion. one should be prepared with the consequences of one's actions. grrr... learned it a little too late eh? i did something a couple of weeks back which made me happy but then again i sacrificed another... howelz, that's all over anywayz... better move on....

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gotta grab some zzzzzzzz's. i need it badly... :D

the circle of life: one moment you're on top. in another you're way down there in the mud

i guess this is really the homestretch until graduation. schoolwork is piling up and activities are filling the calendars of students. i must admit i was not in my best today. the pressure is starting to get to me. there are moments that i felt happy and makulit but for the most part, i was grumpy, quiet and unsmiling. i really can't take the pressure. i envy those who can handle stress with a smile because i can't. people may think that i was PMS-ing or worse bitching around but this is the way for me.

i always feel so tired. i always feel lazy and i really get pissed and offended easily. i've become more sensitive. i just wish this to be all over. please.
i hope this isn't a sign of what my week will be coz if it is, then tough luck for me then. what's even worse is that melby is goin on an immersion, which means i would be all alone on friday... crap!

oh and btw, the job fair has begun. i guess it really is a sign that THIS IS IT! sana lang hindi naman sobrang init... hindi ko kinaya ang weather kanina

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on a lighter note, my soulsistah slept over here last saturday.. thank god for her coz i was able to have some sort of a reprieve from the hassles of school. we could literally describe ourselves as pigs. imagine, all we did was eat and sleep and watch tv. haha! we spent all sunday in our pajamas! haha! she was also a light in my dark mood. although a lot of happy things happened to me last week, actually more than the sad ones, the sad ones still seem to overpower the happy ones. the sad ones have been hovering in my mind even if i try to forget it. thank you soulsistah for being there! i had a blast this weekend! uyy, hooking her arms! :p hahahahha!

also, i have to commend the comedy show! hehe! i may have appeared mababaw coz all i did was laugh, but it really was funny. and what's even funnier was that even if we saw john estrada, bj palanca and lucky manzano, we were more startsruck or awestruck, for a better term, with gabby lopez... katzi was teasing us na nagpapadiscover daw kami and that we should just transfer to their table so melbs and i didn't hve to crane our neck too much... HAHA!

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just wanna thank my friends, you know who you are, for bearing with me... and for making life a lot easier especially since we are all in this together..mwah! :D

taking a break

*sigh*

i'm taking a break from studying. my mind is almost shutting down from information overload, from commands to OS architectures to the history of OS... i feel my head becoming a burden to my shoulders already from too much info it is trying to absorb. this is not counting the fact that i have to learn HOW to program since some people mentioned that a part of the test will be hardcore programming. riight.. thanks a lot..

how can i possibly concentrate when at the back of my mind i'm already thinking about the sandy shores of pagudpud and la union? my mind is also filled with bizarre ideas on how after all of these i'll be free from all the burdens of school. most especially, how can i squeeze in OS data when i keep on daydreaming? HA! imagining scenarios happening... geez..

maybe i do not need a break from studying OS. i need a break from SCHOOL! sounds even better.. :p

reminiscing

i don't live in the past but apparently the past is haunting me this week.

it seems that the topic of my prom when i was still a HS junior keeps popping up for the past few days. to make the long story short, my prom date suddenly texted me because he got hold of my number from a kabarkada of mine, who's his classmate. it seems, they were talking about the event that happened so long ago. both were telling me what each has said. one asking me about the other. prom pixes were even a bigger issue. one showed mine to the other, the other asking for info on the other's pic and date.

because the issue is currently at hand, i decided to search my cabinet for the prom pictures i was able to collect from people. i patiently removed each from the album in order to read what they wrote as dedication on the other side. the messages were really funny and some of them still called me teresa back then.

my favorite seatmate in the whole wide world even wrote something as me being a neat seatmate (also to be taken literally), which had me laughing. an instant flashback reminded me how they were all making fun of me and my very messy seat and place. all tmy schoolbooks are strewn on every open floor space that had her either taking a longer way to her seat or making her take a giant leap. and i also remembered how at one time, she wasn't able to take my kalat anymore and actually stacked my books for me.

so while looking at all the pictures, i noticed that some of my friends' dates are people i actually know. japox legisma to name one. the others are just names and faces i get to see everyday but i do not know personally, like martin punzalan, ron acoba and bits tolosa. this was an AA prom, if you're wondering.

looking back, people really looked young. and i mean young. i can't help but laugh at how we all looked back then. back then, we were all excited for the future that lay ahead. and now, the future we envisioned for ourselves, are actually at hand.

*sigh*

memories are all we have of the past and luckily, there are pictures that remind us of the stories we have either forgotten or actually chose to erase.

an update

well a new bloggin year has begun and with more and more stuff to be accomplished until graduation, i hope i won't make lesser entries as it is... what used to be daily chikas, kwentos and stories became an every other day to a weekly thing.

shucks. i still don't want to go to school. a quiz for cs tom (wed) and a quiz on history on thurs. a long test next monday and a midterm next wednesday. what a way to start the year huh?

so anyways, how did i spend the second week of christmas break? well the important highlights would be the arrival of coco from the US. we had dinner along with her friends outside section 3 and outside my kada. but before that, carla (ayan ha hindi na ivy! :p), dortz, pia, and i decided to meet up earlier and watch a movie. we watched so happy together. some people might think it as a waste of money pero we didn't. we found it funny and it contained lessons that are actually applicable in life, although it was portrayed with exaggeration. the other days were spent with my mom, shopping and just shopping. lucky for me that woman has great tastes.. hehe! yep she'd always recommend stuff i wouldn't normally wear and would comment how i'm such a manang. and i'm also lucky that we have the same size in shoes.. heheh! ayos!

i also went to the parlor for the much deserved retouch and haircut. grabe sobrang mukang patay na ang hair ko by december eh. afterwards, melbs picked me up and we watched Enteng Kabisote. we've been planning to watch it before pa as a remembrance of our youth and my goodness sobrang laugh trip yung movie! grabe ibang klaseng katatawanan ang aming naranasan sa loob ng sinehan.

today, my mamita and i went to gateway mall to check it out. sayang konti palang stores and we ended up with nothing to buy. sabi niya sana nag-Greenhills na lang kami. Well, i guess it must have been fate which led me to Gateway mall coz i received a text na may cs mtg kami sa admu dorm to compile the program we divided among ourselves! since gateway is like 10minutes away, yes it was! galing ng driver namin eh, i was there quite earlier than the agreed time. i just have to say bravo to ms. joyce luz! magaling kang bata ka! bilib kami sayo!

note: to a certain person out there, WE HAVE a LIFE ok? Sana lang wag magyabang. Marahil atat silang matapos ang proyekto at walang mali doon pero ang sabihin sa amin na Good luck nalang sainyo porke't tapos na kayo ay HINDI nakakatuwa. Akala ba ninyo na hindi namin kakayanin? It just so happened na madami kaming activities sa buhay namin nung Christmas break, unlike niyo na kahit mismong araw ng PASKO ay nakatutok pa ang mukha sa harap ng computer para lamang matapos ito at makapagyabang sa kapwa estudyante na hindi pa tapos. Paumanhin sa mga nakakabasa nito, gusto ko lamang ilabas ang aking sama ng loob ukol sa isang tao na nagyayabang, wala namang saysay!