the circle of life: one moment you're on top. in another you're way down there in the mud

i guess this is really the homestretch until graduation. schoolwork is piling up and activities are filling the calendars of students. i must admit i was not in my best today. the pressure is starting to get to me. there are moments that i felt happy and makulit but for the most part, i was grumpy, quiet and unsmiling. i really can't take the pressure. i envy those who can handle stress with a smile because i can't. people may think that i was PMS-ing or worse bitching around but this is the way for me.

i always feel so tired. i always feel lazy and i really get pissed and offended easily. i've become more sensitive. i just wish this to be all over. please.
i hope this isn't a sign of what my week will be coz if it is, then tough luck for me then. what's even worse is that melby is goin on an immersion, which means i would be all alone on friday... crap!

oh and btw, the job fair has begun. i guess it really is a sign that THIS IS IT! sana lang hindi naman sobrang init... hindi ko kinaya ang weather kanina

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on a lighter note, my soulsistah slept over here last saturday.. thank god for her coz i was able to have some sort of a reprieve from the hassles of school. we could literally describe ourselves as pigs. imagine, all we did was eat and sleep and watch tv. haha! we spent all sunday in our pajamas! haha! she was also a light in my dark mood. although a lot of happy things happened to me last week, actually more than the sad ones, the sad ones still seem to overpower the happy ones. the sad ones have been hovering in my mind even if i try to forget it. thank you soulsistah for being there! i had a blast this weekend! uyy, hooking her arms! :p hahahahha!

also, i have to commend the comedy show! hehe! i may have appeared mababaw coz all i did was laugh, but it really was funny. and what's even funnier was that even if we saw john estrada, bj palanca and lucky manzano, we were more startsruck or awestruck, for a better term, with gabby lopez... katzi was teasing us na nagpapadiscover daw kami and that we should just transfer to their table so melbs and i didn't hve to crane our neck too much... HAHA!

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just wanna thank my friends, you know who you are, for bearing with me... and for making life a lot easier especially since we are all in this together..mwah! :D