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Friday, March 25, 2005

graduation

it has been exactly a week after my graduation. over the past few days, i've been downloading pictures of this day, mementos that captured everyone's excitement as well as sadness because everyone knew that graduation signalled both an ending and a beginning.

i was lucky enough to be seated on the leftmost of the row, which gave me the best view as graduates marched during the entrance. people i've became classmates with in different subjects, entered the place filled with anticipation of a future that lie ahead. i looked at them eye-to-eye, mouthing my congratulations... they smiled at me and did the same. the teachers entered and i became teary-eyed seeing how these people gave me something i would not have learned elsewhere, not just mere facts of each day's lessons, but more importantly information that will guide me in my life... fr.ben entered looking really cute in his outfit, which kinda reminded me of dumbledore, he saw me looking really stupid holding back my tears and just smiled at me, looking proud while saying congratulations.. seated at my right is reuben uy, an akafella, who apparently was so tired that he was asleep the first hour. i didn't mind it one bit since it gave me more time to think and ponder...

as each person came up the stage, i thought his or her parents are in this gym somewhere looking very proud of their child who is currently onstage. i remembered how when our course was called about 1/4 of the total graduating batch stood up, surprisng other courses of how many we really were. and i'm proud to say that i know almost everyone in our course, except for 1 or 2 who until now baffles me, why haven't i ever seen them before? where have they been hiding? hehe! so as each MIS student came up the stage to get his or her diploma i thought of a class i've shared with him or her.. or even some memorable interaction we've had... i'm really proud of my batch and i love them so! we've been together through all the programming projects that caused us sleepless nights, PM and ITM, which says enough... in short, we've been through hell weeks and back, and now we've received our fake diplomas, signalling that we've passed all the needed requirements..

the post grad picture-taking was the best... i never really intended to cry but seeing how my honey joyce and kagandahan jenny were already wiping tears that were streaming down their faces also allowed me to release my pent up sadness... i got into a lot of hugs and kisses, even from people i wasn't really close to... hehe got some too from the people i wanted hugs and kisses from! hahahahaha! :p kidding aside, i was crying because i will never see our batch as complete as we were that night.. of course there will be reunions but normally it would be by block or only handfuls come...

that is the main reason i have been downloading pictures the whole week. these pictures are the only ones that would remind me of the people i met and became friends with in college... to all MIS2005, my batchmates, let's make Ateneo proud! see you all in the real world... someday we'll all see each other again! I love you all...
-=o0o=-

i just wanna share that i'm full of regrets right now.. i didn't give my rose to my crush even if i really wanted to.. my friends were urging me the whole night to give it to him since he was just around but i was sooo shy... now, it's too late already... he might have a heart attack if i suddenly admitted my feelings for him now... hehehe! i'll probably suffer thinking of what might have been if i did give the rose? haay... well, nasa huli ang pagsisisi... seeing him onstage during grad, brought back all the feelings of regret.. owelz...

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

ANNOUNCEMENT

para sa mga gusto makita ang mga larawan noong graduation at blue roast, tumingin sa kanang bahagi ng blog na ito, sa medyo baba...

at PAHINGI din ng pixes o links ng pixes ninyo... :D

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

bored

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-=o0o=-

There's just one thing going through my mind right now, and that is "To give or not to give?" This is regarding the blue rose that seniors are being dared to give to their ultimate college crush during the Blue Roast! Can I do it? Can I actually have the guts to finally admit who my crush is?! Harharhar! Let's just see tomorrow night...
-=o0o=-

Grabe the pressure is on na... Everyone I know is either dressed in business clothes, coming from a job test or job interview or just plainly talking about the companies they plan on working for... Whereas here I am doing absolutely nothing about it... My mom kasi eh... She told me next year na mag-apply so that we'll just travel all over this year... Owelz...

Siya siya.. I'll buy shoes pa for grad... Paalam! :D

Monday, March 14, 2005

sa wakas

grabe. sa aking mga nakalipas na entries, mapapansing parang wala silang saysay.. kungdi email, sarbey.. pano ba naman nakakatamad magblog... tama ang karamihan ng sabihin nila mas lalong nakakatamad magblog kapag may oras ka na... datirati kasi nagiging dahilan ang blog sa pagprocrastinate eh.. hehe!

marahil tama rin si cha go ng sabihin niya na malungkot at may problema lamang ang nagbablog... ngunit hindi naman palagi... nagkakataon lamang na puro reklamo at sama ng loob ang inilalabas sa blog. pano kasi wala ng ibang malabasan ng sama ng loob kaya't dito na lamang..

simula ng magbakasyon, puro paglabas at pamimili na lamang ang aking inaatupag... ng nakaraang linggo naman, sinimulan ko na ang pagpunta sa gym para naman masabi kong karapat-dapat akong pumunta sa beach, diba?

masyadong magiging mahaba ito kung ikikwento ko lahat ng aking pinaggagagawa, diba? marahil kung gawin ko man yun, mawawalan ka rin ng gana basahin ng buo, kaya naisip ko na ipakita na lamang ang mga larawan ng mga ito.... Itapat na lamang ang mouse sa larawan upang mabasa ang deskripsyon

Pagbabalik ni Philip (March 2, 2005)




Para sa iba pang larawan : pindotin

Paalam kay Char (March 9, 2005)




Para sa iba pang larawan: pindotin uli

Pasasalamat ni Emir (March 10, 2005)

Sa kasamaang palad, hindi ako nakapagdala ng camera... Nakakhiyang magdala ng camera kapag hindi ko naman event iyon hindi ba? Ang tanging larawan lamang na nakuha ko ay sa amin ni Tina Vaswani, gamit ang aking cellphone ngunit hindi ko pa na-uupload eh. Masaya ang handaan. May napakagandang videoke machine na puro latest and awitin. Gusto ko na sanang agawin ang mic at umawit ngunit nasapawan ng kahiyaan ang aking kagustuhan kaya't nag-hum at nakisabay na lamang ako sa umaawit. Masarap din ang pagkain, may lechon! At pinakbet! At tahong! O diba all-out?! At ang pinakadabest sa lahat, HINDI MAWAWALA ang BRIDGE! hehehe! Sinusubukan nila (joy, cel at deng) akong turuan ngunit alam kong mahihirapan naman akong intindihin...

Special Mention

Thursday, March 10, 2005

funny email

got this from carla's email... funny sobra!

Songhits gone bad...

The Greatest Love of All by Whitney Houston -
I decided long ago, never to walk in edu manzano...
(I decided long ago, never to walk in anyone's shadow)

Cry by Mandy Moore -
A walk to remember... it was late afternoon!
(I'll always remember, it was late afternoon)

All My Life by K-ci and Jojo -
supposed to be you're like my mother,supposed to be you're like my sister
(close to me you're like my mother... close to me you're like my sister)

Where is the Love -
People killing, people flying, children hurt an living, crying...
(People killing, people dying; children hurt and you hear them crying)

Leaving on a jet plane -
so kiss me and SMAFFLE me...
(so kiss me and smile for me...)

Usher & Alicia's My Boo -
It started when we were younger you were NINE...
(It started when we were younger you were mine)

Usher & Alicia's My Boo (again!) -
...and you were my BEYBLADE... it started when were younger you were FINE... hehehe....

If I Ain't Got You by Alicia Keys -
some people want TAMBOURINES..
(diamond rings)

Britney's Baby One More Time -
My ONLY NEST is killing me... and I........
(My loneliness....)

Thumbthumping (Chumbawumba) -
I get knocked down by an elephant, my mommas's gonna bring me down...
(I get knocked down, but I get up again...)

Crush by Jennifer Paige -
i-splash, a little crush..
(it's just.. a little crush..)

Red Hot's Californication -
Viva Californication....
(Dream of Californication...)

No scrubs, TLC -
A scrub is a guy who thinks he's fine but is also known as a BUS STOP
(buster)

Waterfalls by TLC:
Don't go JASON waterfalls...
(Chasin')

John Mayer -
You're ALICE IN WONDERLAND..You're ALICE IN WONDERLAND I'll use my hands
(Body is a wonderland)

Baa Baa Black Sheep:
Baa baa black sheep, heavy on the road...

With A Smile by Eraserheads:
lift ur HAND.. baby dont be scared.. of the things that could go wrong along the way..
(HEAD!!!)

Wag Na Wag Mong Sasabihin by Kitchie Nadal:
maaaaaaaaaag... , magdamag mong sasabihin........

two-trick pony by sandwich -
i have been waiting for you all night under the glow of INSECENT LIGHT
(...under the glow of YOUR SATELLITE)

On Bended Knees by Boyz II Men:
Oh God give me the reason, I'M DOWN... ABANDON ME...
(I'm down on bended knee)

Red Hot's Zephyr Song:
Fly away on my CELLPHONE...I feel it more than ever
(Fly away on my zephyr, I feel it more than ever)

AND FINALLY....

Soul of Christ... sat beside me... (sanctify me! )

-=o0o=-

cel, promise sa next entry ko yung picture! hahaha! ibang entry yun eh... :D

Friday, March 04, 2005

blissful

it feels so nice NOT to have anything to do... my college life, or student life officially ended last saturday with a philo orals that went very well... then we celebrated through a meal at chicken inasal and a movie (constantine). grabe constantine's nice pero scary and it made me think about the way i live my life and whether i'd be accepted in heaven or not... haha! ;p

what have i been doing the past week? hmmm... last monday, my parents and i went out... we had breakfast at cafe adriatico, eastwood before proceeding to our dermatologist in shaw blvd. we then went to shangri-la and megamall for a much deserved shopping spree! wheee!

last tuesday, melbs and i went to school for our clearance but was very unlucky since OSA was closed the whole day and had to come back the following day, wednesday.

can i just say that registration in ateneo is not the worst there is... clearance was just as... imagine we left our clearances at ADSA 9am, was asked to return at 11 and when we did, was told to come again at 2pm... ha! grabe tlga! so while waiting for our clearance, melbs, ian, nathan and i ate lunch at chocolate kiss. ian treated us because of a bet we had, which he lost... sobrang laugh trip ng lunch na yun... then we went back to finish our clearance, which we did by 4pm. that night, we went to davey's house coz he is BAAAACK! haha! medyo naman na-surprise siya eh.... hehehe!

i just slept the whole thursday.... now, i just got back from the gym... i watched the belly dancing class of my mom, which i will join next week... the teacher was so good it intimidates me but her flat stomach inspires me to attend... hahaha! i like! i like! hay naku gym na tlga to... paninindigan ko na tlga! hahaha!

howelz ayan muna.. this weekend naman, melbs will come with me and my parents to quezon... the house there kasi is being renovated tapos sabit lang kami 2 sa parents ko....

haay sarap tlga ng buhay bakasyon! :D