stagefright

in exactly a month from now, i would have to face one of my fears. soluziona will be having its anniversary party on sept. 29. in line with that, all the newbies would have to perform a production number. we're all divided into groups and we would have to come up with a number in accordance to the theme. guess what the theme is: CASINO! yes you've read it right. what the hell?! do chicago or moulin rouge come to mind?! eek! scare! haay, we have to submit a proposal by thursday of what we plan to do. the committee specifically said that they do not recommend doing a skit as it tends to become boring. so its either a dance number, a song number or a combination of both. god help me! AND the costume?! let's not go there. the dress code should also be in line with the theme. i actually suggested that i come covered in poker chips! HAHAHA! just kidding! i still have to come up with something, but not as flashy as those cancan girls! i'll just prolly wear the costume for the production number for the rest of the night...

on a lighter note, mi mommy got back from her tour of south africa! i'm jealous! so that was her 3rd trip this year! i wish ganyan din lifestyle ko when i get older! haha! oooh, i got lotsa trinkets and jewelry, at ivory pa pero i'd rather be on the trip with her... oh well! someday i'll go to those places as well =)

I got my appetite back.. Even if only for awhile..

Those who really know me would know how much i can really eat, especially rice! As in! karpintera nga daw ako kasi ang lakas ko kumain ng rice eh. But lately, i haven't eaten my "normal" amount of meal. My officemates actually believe i eat very little. Some of them would even volunteer to share food with me, thinking i eat very little. HA!

But last night, i ate so much my stomach actually hurt! I guess one big factor is the presence of my friends from netlogic. I missed aice, carol and jade siguro that's why eating with them made me ganado again! Too bad my honey joyce wasn't there. Melbs was also there but i don't miss her much coz i get to see her often.

We had a blast swapping stories about life, love and work. Too bad aice had to leave early.

But the best was yet to come. The plan was that after dinner, i'm going home and the three of them would head on to ateneo cov courts to watch the basketball game of the netlogic boys. it has been awhile since i've showed my face sa boys so i thought i wasn't ready yet. pero carol asked me if i wanted to come with them. para daw mawala na ang awkwardness, besides andun naman daw sila. i was surprised with myself when i said "sige tara!"

when i got there, i was really nervous coz i didn't know what to expect. but i was so touched coz they gave me welcoming hugs. they are still the same funny people i worked with. at least now, we could hang out once again, kahit pa iniwan ko sila. (its hard to explain everything that happened)

i know for a fact that i slept with a smile on my face.

as for lunch today, i'm back to my small appetite... haay.. i dunno why kasi good company din naman kasama ko.. =)