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Wednesday, November 28, 2007

halu-halo

I. first and foremost, can i just share that i had a wonderful evening. melbs and i went to wrapture, a spa near her place, to have our well-deserved massage! ahhh bliss. she had her aromatherapy thing while i had may hand, foot and leg aromatherapy. wow i was snoozing off at the lazy boy-like chair! saraap! then we headed to her house for some chikahan session. she was landmark-ing me! hmmm, i'm now seriously considering it. i'm just going to check out my sked.

II. Is it possible to like someone you just met? Not really met for the first time, but more of really hang out with for the first time. Funny, coz I shared this insight with friends of mine who know the guy as well and they agree with me. Its not hard to like this guy. Waah this can't happen. Not allowable at all. How will I kill this little crush? If he were only taller, fairer and older, my goodness, he'll be perfect!

The thing about him is that he did not have to take care of me but he did! He's the type of person that would make you feel safe. I know I did. Even if my best friend was not there because she was at home resting at that time, I never felt OP because he made sure I didn't feel that way. Heehee! =P

III. Ok survey time! Keep in mind I answered this earlier, while I was at work kaya some answers are based from the events earlier.

1. What do think is the reason why people lie?
- coz the truth hurts and sometimes people don't want to be vulnerable

2 . Have u ever said, u'll never love again?
- hmmm i'm not sure

3. Is there anything bothering u right now?
- wala naman.. inaantok lang tlga ako ngayon

4. Is there something you wanna let go of?
- insecurities and jealousy

5. Do the old songs u had in ur past really remind u of the memories?
- haay sobra... i associate songs kasi with events and people eh so when i hear specific songs, memories do come back =P

6. How important is "trust"?
- very much

7. Do u believe in soulmates?
- yep but i do not think that it should be of the opposite sex coz i have friends that i consider my soulmate/soulsistah

8. How do u learn to forget?
- honestly, i don't forget eh... i remember a lot of things, esp. the dates they happened =p

9 . Is crying a sign of weakness?
- nope... its a sign of vulnerability pero never weakness

10. Why do u answer surveys?
- coz i'm bored

11. Do u always regret?
- i've had my fair share of regrets =)

12. Why is ur current ringtone, ur ringtone?
- like the song eh

13. Do u believe that absence makes the heart grow fonder?
- hmmm, yep

14. Do u believe that u have a guardian angel?
- yes... my guardian angel has saved me a couple of times

15. Do u find ur ex's new gf/bf good looking?
- haha

16. What will u do if u'r stuck in the elevator with someone u don't like?
- deadma

17 . Have u ever wanted someone but u cant have him/her?
- all the time.. or maybe because i never tried to tell them how i felt (yehess dalagang pilipina effect)

18. Have u ever said 'i love u' but u lied?
- nope.. i only say i love you to someone when i mean it =)

19 . Would u ever want to go back in the past?
- yep.. there are things i want to relive again =P

20. Do u really wanna please everybody?
- oo pero its impossible eh

21. Is waiting ever okay?
- noooo. trust me.. sobrang hard to wait.. (yehess may deeper meaning?! =P)

22. Right now, where do u wanna be?
- anywhere but here.. preferably sa beach with my friends kung san magchichikahan at magtatawanan lang kami from sunup to sundown..

23. When is enough, enough?
- when you've had enough =P

24 . What are you so sick and tired of?
- being taken for granted

25 . What made u smile today?
- ma. criselda reyes.. sobrang never ceases to make me smile!

26. Is looking good important?
- at some point, yes pero according to landmark forum, not as (hahaha!) =)

27. Do u listen to love songs when ur down?
- noon pero now i don't na.. kasi lalo lang ako nagiging down =)

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1.Who knows the real you?
** real friends who take the time out to get to know me

2. When was the last time you went out?
** last night to some intro sa isang forum in makati..

3. If you could kiss anyone who would it be?
** secret na malupit...

4. What song are you listening to?
** All I Want is You this Christmas by NSync

5. What does it remind you of?
** the person i want to spend Christmas with.. shet cheesy na naman! grrr! =P

6. Last movie you watched?
** Sa sinehan its One More Chance with Patch, Melbs and Melbs officemate, Paul ...

7. Which of your friends live closest to you?
** When Redge was still here, he lives a few streets away and i would always hitch a ride with him pero college friends yan.. Pag childhood busmates, si Lara, she lives sa street behind ours... pag HS barkada, si Tins! =)

8. What CD is in your stereo?
** stereo sa car? 6 cds although puro compilation naman

9. Do you drive?
** yep! pero dahil kelangan.. if you know me, i really don't like driving much =))

1 0. What did you do yesterday?
** work, dinner, landmark forum

1 1. Do you wear contacts or glasses?
** i used to wear glasses.. pero tamad na ko eh

1 2. What's your Dad's middle name?
** Tibayan

13. Do you trust your friends?
** oo namn! with my life pa =)

14. Who was the last person to call you?
** sa cellphone, si hubert pinapapunta ko sa front steps ng lopez

15. What annoys you?
** insensitivity

16. Would you move to another state/cou ntry to be with the one you love?
** yep.. i'll go anywhere for you ang dating =P

17 . Next vacation you're going on?
** hmmm hopefully Tagaytay (ehem maan, ayusin na ito! kulitin na si dada sa house nila) And Hong Kong (well sina mom na bahala dito) ang Bangkok (yes maan ikaw ulit to =P)

18 . Do you play any instruments?
** yes! the triangle! haha! kidding! piano =)

19. Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
** yeah, but sometimes i think life's just playin with us! - i agree with the answer

20. Do you want multiple piercing?
** not really! matatakutin ako sa needles ang pins pero i want something new eh so i might.. abangan nalang ang butas sa katawan ko kung nadadagdagan =P

21 . Last time you went to the mall?
** Last Tuesday

22 . What was the last thing you ate?
** kirei

23. Which of your friends would make the best roommate?
** barkada siyempre! hahahah! they will end up fixing the room pa... mga OC! =P

24. Do people spell your name wrongly?
** oh yes! instead of Peper nagiging Pepper! pero malala pati jennifer nagiging jeniffer! ano ba! =))

25. What's the last compliment you received?
** ang sarap mo i-hug! wala kang kalaman-laman peps! (i love you jen! hahaha! =P)

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01.Ano huling kinain mo?
* kirei

02.Si no huling katext mo kagabi?
* si cha, naiwan daw nya ang sbux card eh nasa sbux siya =P

03. Ano sabi nya?
* refer to previous number

04. Ano oras ka nagising kanina?
* 605am

05. Ano iniisip mo ngayon?
* gusto kong matulog na pero hindi pa pwede

06. Ano gusto mo gawin?
* maglakad sa ilalim ng meco lights.. siyempre may kasama noh! =))

07. Happy o sad?
* somewhere-in-between pero more on happy naman

08. Missing anyone? Sino?
* mom and dad.. nasa US pa sila eh

09. Huling taong nkausap mo? anu sbi mo?
* cha.. "ano ba..." hahahahha!

10. Craving for something?
* not really... no appetite eh =(

11. Globe o smart?
* globe

12. Last gift na natanggap mo?
* material ba? if ever oo, yung SB tumbler...

14. Sino nag bigay?
* maan, lara, dada =)

1 5. Saan mo gusto pumunta ngayon?
* sa bora kasama ng mga kaibigan ko.. masaya kasi silang kasama... bago pa kaming mabawasan muli =(

17.An o lakad mo tom?
* hmmmm hindi ko pa alam

18 . Nasan ka ngayon?
* office (heehee!)

19. Nalasing ka na ba?
* oo naman

20. Last song na narinig mo?
* bedshaped by keane (pero para kay kris bedpan =P)

21. Antukin ka b?
* hmmm masarap lang matulog for me pero not really narcoleptic level

22. Moody ka?
* SOOOOBRA! hahahhaha! its in the face kaya parati.. ika nga ng mga kaibigan ko, "may sariling buhay ang kilay mo"

23. Mahilig ka ba manood ng tv?
* dati oo sobra.. pero lately nanonood lang ako pag gusto ko show eh

2 4 . Nagmahal ka na ba ng sobra to the extent na siya na gusto mo pakasalan?
* not yet..

25. Baby boy o baby giRL?
* for a first born? boy. gusto ko kasi may kuya eh.. masaya!

26.Anu mas gusto mo, may katabi matulog o wala?
* meron.. mahilig ako yumakap eh.. unan, si eeyore, this blue hippo na wala parin name, kumot basta kelangan may niyayapos!!

2 8. San ka madalas tumambay sa mall?
* mahilig ako magtagal sa bookstores and coffee shops para lang sa chikahan

2 9 . Ano importante bibilhin mo this week?
* xmas gifts... materials ng wreath...

30. Ano gagawin mo after nito?
* daydream, think, daydream, choose... haha!

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NAME 7 THINGS THAT MUST ALWAYS BE IN
YOUR BAG
1. cellphone
2. ipod
3. wallet
4. *bulong*
5. umbrella
6. ballpen
7. keys

Name 3 things you do when you're
really stressed:
1. eat
2. rant/blog
3. sleep

Name 5 favorite fruits:
1. mango
2. banana
3. starapple
4. peach
5. strawberry

Name 3 things you are wearing right now:
1. yellow kamiseta polo
2. brown pants
3. brown chanel shoes

What are you thinking about right now?
- Can I really shell out 21K? haha!

Where is your phone?
- which phone? cell? katabi ko =)

Where do you sleep?
- my own bed.

Where did you get the shirt you're wearing
- bili ni mom.

What was the last thing you ate?
- kirei

What kind of cell phone service do you have?
- globe

What is the closest item near you that is white?
- my bag

What is the last movie you watched?
- sa sine one more chance. sa dvd step up

When did you last feel a tree with your bare hands?
- hmmm i wonder kung nasubukan ko na nga ba

::: : :THE STRANGE ELEVEN::::

Eleven odd facts about yourself:

1. Are you photo addict?
- certified camwhore! haha!

2. What were you doing this morning at 8am?
- pumuntang CR para mag-ayos

3. Do you care for your friendster?
- what do u mean care? haha!

4. How many different beverages have you drunk since yesterday?
- 2

5. What are three things you wish to change about yourself?
a) insecurities
b) tummy area
c) moodiness

6. What do you wish for?
- haay si ano... hahaha!

7. When was the last time you got really hurt?
- physically o emotionally? hahah!

8. Any plans for tonight?
- hindi pa sure if tuloy ang SB sa corinthians clubhouse (grabe may i add na fave ko na place yun... may privacy.. sarap mag-usap, diba cha?) =P

9. Something you are excited about?
- dec 15.. haha!

10 . What is your favorite flavor of ice cream?
- vanilla.. walang kaarte-arte

11. Describe your keychains?
- shet madami ako niyan.. i collect eh..

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1. Do you know anyone in prison?
- nope

2. If so, who?
-

4. Party girl/boy or Home girl/boy?
- home girl

5. Have you ever gotten naked at a party?!
- no!

6. Name someone you miss.
- mom and dad

7. Are you named after a grandparent?
- nope...

8. Who loves you?
- my family and friends malamang... at si kris, love na love ako niyan eh =P

9. Have you ever broken a rib?
- hindi pa naman at hindi na sana

10. Would you rather be somewhere right now?
- oo

11. Who is the most spoiled person you kn0w!?
- me?! hahahah!


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01 what is your 2nd name?
- Jennifer

02 what is your hair color ?
- black

03 where do you study ?
- not studying anymore pero nursery sa obmc, then kinder to 4th year sa AA, then college as ateneo.

04 how yOung are you?^_^
- 24 pero i look 16 =P

05 where could you be seen?
- pakalat-kalat lang

06 are you angry at anyone? ~
- ngayon? wala naman.. :)

07 who was the last one who called you ?
- sa cellphone, si hubert pinapapunta ko sa front steps ng lopez

08 who is the last one who messaged you?
- si cha ang latest laman ng inbox ko

09 who was the last one who added you here?
- hmmmm

10 who was the last person who hurt you verbally?
- hahahha!

11 how many people are in your friendster list?
- 392 ata.. haha! not sure eh

12 do you talk with people you don't know?
- depends

13 do you love shopping?
- i do pero my wallet doesn't! =P

14 what is your favourite color ?
- pink white blue

15 do you miss anyone?
- yep

16 who do you like to meet?
- haha! artista eh =P

17 do you buy CDs of your favorite band/art ist?
- nope.. puro DL nalang ako eh.. oops..

18 when was the last time you drank any alcoholic drink?
- sa bora pa ata... haha! nov 1-4 yun..

19 what was that alcoholic drink?
- can't remember eh

20 how many messages do you have in your inbox in friendster?
- no idea

21 where was the last time you drank coffee?
- starbux pero hindi coffee coz i'm not a coffee drinker eh...

22 have you entered a bar?
- yep.. sa US nga lang

23 where was the last place you went before answering this?
- sa CR sa office? haha!

24 go for what?
- cutting my hair really short! and getting my ears pierced

25 how many fingers do you have?
- 10

26 do you have people who add you up and dont mind talking to you?
- hindi ko gets

27 do people message you to add them up?
~ :-/

28 what was the last thing you ate?
~ kirei

29 what the last thing you drank?
~ water

30 what song are you listening to?
~ ngayon only hope by switchfoot

31 last person you added in your adress book?
~ address book saan?

32 what do you feel when people compliment you?
~ flattered pero parang hindi naniniwala

33 do you think kids like you?
~ i think so

34 do you chat with foreigners?
~ haha! the one i met sa US east coast tour i took tapos when i went to hawaii , we went out.. haha! pero noon pa yun..

35 do you still chat with them?
~ no na

36 last person who you shared stuff with?
~ stuff as in gamit? wala bunso ako eh tapos only girl...

37 is there anyone you want to say mean things?
~ oh yeah! hahaha!

38 where are they?
~ nasa paligid lang...

39 are you having fun today?
~ not really....

40 do you have any projects to submit?
~ nope

41 have you done it?
~ nope

42 what is it about anyway?
~ wala tlga eh

43 have you ever admired someone eversince and you're still admiring that person?
~ of course

44 do you love your school?
~ yep yep

45 why?
~ all my schools helped me realize who i really am (naks!)

46 when was the last time you felt sick?
~ days ago.. either thursday or friday last week eh

47 what were you feeling?
~ sore throat

48 do you think you are attractive?
~ depends

49 do you have a crush?
~ of course

50 what will you do after answering this?
- look for more =P (specifically, ask kris to look for more =P)

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1.LONGEST RELATIONSHIP?
_errr

2.LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED?
_sbux tumbler from STUV

3 .EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE?
_a lot of times na

4. THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON?
_food and clothes

5.LAST FOOD YOU ATE?
_beef and broccoli for lunch

6.ONE FAVORITE SONG?
_lately its rule the world by take that

7.WH ERE DO YOU LIVE?
_pasig

8. LAST WEDDING YOU ATTENDED:
_sa sister ni redge

9. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR BEST FRIEND
(s)?
_last tuesday when we watched one more chance =P (edit: kanina lang)

10. WHERE' S YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO EAT WITH FRIENDS?
_i wanna try new places pero normally dapat may dessert kami after..

11 . CAN YOU COOK?
_haha. can't even boil water

16. LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
_last week

17. LIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF?
_kaladkarin! hahaha! kahit saan pwede isama

18.HATE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF?
_moody at masungit

19.CAN YOU SING?
_sabi ng iba.. ewan ko eh...

20.DO YOU SMOKE?
_no and never will

21.PANCAKES OR FRENCH TOAST?
_pwede both? :)

22.DO YOU LIKE CoFFEE?
_nope

23.LAST PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALL LIST?
_si dortz

2 4.WHAT WAS THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECEIVED?
_globe advisory (kainis! paasa!)

25.CAN YOU PLAY POOL?
_nope

26.CAN YOU SWIM?
_nope (ang lame ko as in...)

27.FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
_vanilla :)

28.WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP THIS MORNING?
_6:05 am..

29.WHAT ARE YOU DOING THIS WEEKEND?
_badminton, xmas shopping and wait for my parents' arrival

30.ARE YOU SMILING?
_nope

31.DO YOU MISS SOMEONE RIGHT NOW?
_yes

32.DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?
_oo naman

33. DO YOU HAVE A SISTER?
_nope =(

34. ARE YOU IN LOVE?
_ewan ko...

35.D O YOU WISH YOU COULD SEE ANYONE PARTICULAR RIGHT NOW?
_oh yes..soobra

36.WHO ARE YOUR CLOSEST COUSINS NAME?
_sue ellen, norman, paul and wendy

37. WHAT WERE YOU DOING 10 MINUTES AGO?
_brushing my teeth

38. IF YOU WERE A COLOR, WHAT WOULD YOU
BE?
_pink!

39. IF YOU COULD GO ANYWHERE RIGHT NOW, WHERE?
_anywhere basta kasama barkada ko

41. FOOD YOU'RE CRAVING FOR RIGHT THIS MINUTE?
_no appetite

42. NAME A PERSON WHO'S NAME STARTS
WITH THE LETTER "J"?
_JR

43. WHERE'S THE BEST PLACE TO EAT ICE CREAM?
_under the lights of meralco.. hahaha! shet cheesy!

44 . WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU PUT IN YOUR GROCERY CART?
_depende kung anong unang madaanan

45. RADIO STATION YOU FREQUENTLY LISTEN TO?
_RX

45 . WHERE DO YOU USUALLY HANG OUT?
_house ng kabarkada or coffee shops... basta for me, masaya na ang kwentuhan.. i love talking and listening eh...

46. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL?
_math

47. IF YOU WERE TO CHANGE CAREERS, WHAT WOULD YOU WANT IT TO BE?
_flight attendant.. daming napupuntahan!

49. WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO TOMORROW?
_no idea

50. FAVORITE DAY?
_friday

51. ARE YOU EASY TO GET ALONG WITH?
_oo naman

52. WHAT MOVIE DO YOU WANT TO SEE RIGHT NOW?
_hmmm what's new ba? hindi ko alam eh =)

53. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE "SCARY MOVIE"?
_not really into scary movies much

54. WHO'S BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP?
_hmmmm today ang birthday ng pinsan ko...

55. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN TO SEA WORLD?
_yes!

56. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU GOT MAD AT?
_wahahahahha! sikretong malupit!

57. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
_2-3

58. WHERE DO YOU USUALLY WATCH MOVIES?
_galle/mega/shang

60 . NAME ONE PERSON WHICH STARTS
WITH THE LETTER "M":
_melba

61.TIRED OF WHAT?
_of being invisible

62.FAVORITE THING THAT YOU HAVE NOW?
_eeyore stuffed toy

63. FAVORITE PLACE IN YOUR HOUSE?
_my bedroom

64.HAPPIEST HOUR OF YOUR DAY?
_for some weird reason mga 10pm.. nag-uumpisa na kasi akong humiga tapos mag-iisip muna bago makatulog tlga..

65. LAST TIME YOU HAVE SEX?
_ay siyempre hindi na wholesome! (kris, san mo to nakuha?! =P)

66. WHAT YOUR FAVORITE TO DO WHEN YOU
ARE ALONE AT NIGHT?
_daydream. sleep. or magtelebabad pag nasa mood mangulit ng tao..

thanks to kris for looking for these. hugs! =)

Thursday, November 22, 2007

may pakiramdam din ako

tao din ako. babae nga ako eh. minsan lang siguro nakakalimutan na may pakiramdam din ako, na hindi ako isang lalaking kabarkada niyo. hindi lahat ng biro ay nakakatuwa. may mga aspeto na sobra na. dapat nga sanay na ko ngayon eh. araw-araw ba naman. ok lang naman lahat yun, natatawa nga ako parati at nakikisakay. pero hindi naman ako makapal. o yun ba ang nasa isip niyong lahat? na makapal ang mukha ko. masakit yun. ang sabihan kang makapal ang mukha mo kaya ikaw ang pinipili nilang gumawa ng isang bagay. mahiyain nga ako eh. hindi ko kaya humingi ng pabor sa tao dahil ayokong nakakaistorbo. laitin niyo na lahat sakin, wag lang ang pagkatao ko. kung kilala niyo talaga ko, mas gugustuhin ko pa na ako ang gumagawa ng pabor para sa inyo kesa ako ang humingi ng pabor mula sa inyo. kaya ang tawagin akong makapal. masakit siya talaga.

pero ganito talaga ang buhay. kelangan matutong makisama at makibagay. malamang bukas kelangan ok na ko. ang nakakainis lang, kelangan kong maging ok kahit hindi kayo humingi ng paumanhin dahil tatawagin naman akong pikon pag nainis ako. kaya uubusin ko na lahat ng luha ngayon para bukas, ok na akong muli. =(

buti nalang at makikita ko ang mga kabarkada ko sa sabado. isang dahilan para manumbalik ang tunay na mga ngiti sa aking mukha.

Sunday, November 18, 2007

ang pagtatapos

so this was how all of these ended. blame my you-tube marathon on patrick for playing the theme songs. add the fact that i have nothing to do and nowhere to go this weekend. for all of you who remember these shows but might not have had the chance of seeing the ending (like me), i'm sharing it now. this was way too long ago but it still stirs snippets of childhood memories. time to reminisce.

shaider

















maskman





and my childhood crush: masked rider black (kamen rider black in japan)





Thursday, November 15, 2007

What's on your desktop?



Since I was tagged by maan, I'm going to do this. So my desktop wallpaper is that of my barkada! I really love this pic coz we were trying to do this telenovela poster pose! hahaha! See how wacky and kulit and babaw we really are. this was taken at dortz's house during her thanksgiving dinner/her mom's bday dinner.

Obviously, my desktop icons are mostly games and entertainment! Walang work related because this is my laptop at home. If I were to use my work desktop, bland ang wallpaper tapos wala halos icons! hahaha!

I am now tagging
Cel, Davey, Ian, Ina and Kelay

Rules:
1.Upon receiving this tag, immediately perform a screen capture of your desktop. It is best that no icons be deleted before the screen capture so as to add to the element of fun.

2.Post the picture in your blog. You can also give a short explanation on the look of your desktop just below it if you want. You can explain why you preferred such look or why is it full of Icons, things like that.

3.Tag five of your friends and ask them to give you a Free View of their desktop

Sunday, November 11, 2007

xoxo

my title would be familiar for those following the gossip girl tv series. call me mababaw but i'm really getting hooked on the show. its cute. the girls are really pretty and the guys are really hot. and the story's just so addicting. the lines may be cheesy at times but they do make me smile. haha! here's my fave clip and line so far, although the whole episode must be watched to be able to understand where the lines came from.

Saturday, November 10, 2007

i'm flying

if what peter pan said were true, that when you think of happy thoughts you can fly, i'd probably be anywhere in the world right now, or just hovering outside your window.

nothing can compare to my recent boracay trip with my HS friends. its true what they say about friends you've grown with, and that is they are the ones who know you the most. i had the most relaxing fun time in bora. there weren't much people, we had the best accommodations and most importantly i had my friends with me.

being with HS friends is different because they have been there with you through the forming years. also, even if college and the real world has somehow changed me from who i was back then, they know that deep down inside, the person i was in hs is still who i am now. with them, i never needed to pretend. and also with them, i'm brave enough to try anything! kaya nga talagang super fun ang trip! plus, with them, i feel the genuine care, concern and love for each other kaya nga my parents didn't question the trip much for they know all of us! and the most important thing of all, with them i feel beautiful! sila yung super supportive na lagi akong sinasabihang maganda ako at wala na akong kelangan pang patunayan sa mundo! kung minsan iniisip ko nga na ok lang naman maging single kasi andiyan sila eh.. kinukumpleto na nila ang mundo ko..

what's even more amazing? is that even though we have new sets of college and office barkadas and that we seldom see each other as we wanted to, wala parin nagbabago. tila parang kahapon lang kami huling nagkita pag kami'y nagkakasama sama.

and because of that trip, i was up in the clouds the whole week. its really a breather to be with them.. ibang klaseng high tlga! i know that we'll all be friends till we're lolas! daming chikahan, daming adventures, daming kwentuhan, daming tawanan. yan ang magiging buhay ko habang kapiling ko sila! happiness talaga!

One downer is Tina's absence sa bora!