off to see the wizard of ontario..

ang baduy ng title ko.. haha!

in a few hours i'm going to leave for toronto. i'm a bit scared really. first time to travel ALONE and to such a distance at that. but, i never back down from a challenge. so i'll go go go.

as usual, i had a hard time saying goodbye. lots of goodbyes had been said tonight and it took sheer willpower to prevent the tears from falling but it sure did in the car! haha! haay time is really important and i wished i could divide myself and be in two places at the same time. nevertheless, life is really like that... hmmm, for those who are watching OTH season 4... i'm feeling like peyton really, hoping that what peyton was wishing for would also happen to me but it never did.. oh well it's a sign i guess... hahaha! so if you're interested in what i'm talking about, go watch! (i'm sure si kris alam to, hi music! alam ko mababasa mo to...)=)

anyways, i'm off to sleep and by the time i blog again, i'll either be in toronto already or back in manila.. Haha!

ciao and bon voyage to me! (",)

missing school

during one of our 20 questions sessions at work, i was asked to choose between school and work and i chose school. never mind if the list of schoolworks seemed endless or that we hardly slept at all. i would gladly take all that and more because of these...
Il Pirata, Eastwood



Josephine's, Tagaytay



Santuario de San Jose and Makati, Shang





And these all happened because our dear Redge came home from the States! It felt like college once more! And I really liked that feeling! (",)

change of plans

a couple of entries back, i wrote about going to canada with my parents for my cousin's wedding. some disappointing turn of events changed the plans. now, i'm off to canada alone! breathe in breathe out. ok i'm feeling a mixture of anxiety and excitement as this would be my first time ever to travel alone. but, as my friends tell me, it would be an adventure! and it might be the final key for me to be really independent, so why not. and thank god for dear mother, who may not be with me in presence during the trip, but would be with me through the "allowance" she's giving me that i could spend while there! yey!

as for my dear mother, hahahah! i'm jealous! apparently, she got "depressed" with the fact that she got denied a visa in any country, despite her travel history. and so to "appease" her, my dad allowed her to travel to the only continent she hasn't been to yet, except for antarctica that is, south america! i'm so jealous! her trip is worth thrice of mine! and twice as long! the duration of my whole trip will be from june 30 til july 14 while hers would be from july 12 til august 10! imagine that we won't see each other for quite some time! she's going to peru, brazil, argentina, ecuador and colombia (not sure of the last 2 countries but she said she's going to 5)

as for my poor dad, hahahah! he'll go home to batangas or quezon! he'd rather stay and rest in the province than be anywhere else. i asked him why he's not coming with mom and he told me he's too old to travel for a long time, a week or two is fine but a month?! that would be very hard on his health. so he requested a US trip with mom come september for his bday, and again i'm jealous!

sayang, it would be more fun to travel with those two pa naman! and a really funny thing my mom told me, "sabihin mo sa tito mo, pinapayagan ka namin magstay out late ha! wala kang curfew! kasi baka maging strict sayo knowing na wala kami" isn't she a darling? how i love them both!


see how we color-coordinate our clothes? hahaha! this i'll surely miss! =)

waking up

it has been one hell of a ride. thank you. but there comes a point in one's life where one needs to wake up from a dream. to realize that the dream will remain to be such and one should just give up and move on. one should be mature enough to realize that one cannot have everything she wants. this is me growing up. this is me accepting a fact. this is me, giving way. =)