bon voyage once more...

well i haven't been updating much since i don't have anything to share.. and YES i'm still a bum and proud to be one.. hahaha! oo na tamad na kung tamad pero wala tlga ako motivation eh. so anywayz, since wala naman ako ginagawa, my parents and i are joining a pilgrimage to EGYPT, ISRAEL, and JORDAN. we leave tomorrow and will come back after 2-3 weeks... i'm so excited! maybe in this pilgrimage, i'll be able to do some soulsearching and find the answers to alot of questions, especially to what path i should take for my life...

haay, so eto na lang muna... paalam... pictures and a full report when i return! :D

bizarre dream

for the past few days, i wasn't able to sleep much. no matter how late or early i sleep, i end up waking in the middle of the night. but last night was the worst of all, with me waking up to the most bizarre dream of all.

first scene:
there was some sort of a contest by pairs on national TV. 2 pairs comprised of a boy and a girl. this is similar to those reality tv shows wherein the audience/televiewers vote for their fave couple through text. one of the pairs was me and this guy. during one of the said shows, we were asked to do some PDA stuff which i fervently refused. this cost us a lot of votes since the people wanted to see some action.

second scene:
some of my HS batchmates and i were at a resort somewhere. these batchmates weren't even close to me. so anyway, we got tired of the swimming pool and decided to look for the beach, that was supposedly at the resort too. i decided to lead the pack when suddenly my mom entered the dream, pointing to someone while saying, "why don't you ask help from him? i'm sure he knows his way around here.." sure enough when i looked up, I saw him. I told my mom, " never mind. i can do this on my own." finally, my batchmates and i were able to find a beach. the beach was weird since instead of sand, the shore was made of murky mud. my batchmates went into the water to swim while i decided to wait for them on the murky shore. while waiting, i glanced behind me, where i saw bamboo kiosks. inside one of the kiosks was him again. he was looking at me quizzically. i turned around, pretending i didn't notice him. the next thing i know, he was standing beside me and asking, "why are you avoiding me? i could have gone and shown you a better beach than this one?" i didn't know what to answer him.

then i woke up. yes my dears, i dream vividly and i remember details. i was pondering about the meaning of my dream and asked my friend what she thought. she said that probably it was my subconscious talking. and u know what, she just might be right.