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i hate silence. it's when i get to think alot. my programs are currently running. i'm on a different floor. work si more.
funny how irony works at the most unexpected time. last june 30, i was on a plane ride to canada, where i spent 2 weeks of heaven (i'll create a different and more detailed entry on this). lasty july 30, i was sent to a different floor unexpectedly. and my world changed.
imagine that in a month's time, drastic changes happened. *sigh* one was filled with happiness, peace, serenity (big girls don't cry! yeah! =P) the other, STRESS! sana this week lang...
but now that i'm surrounded with silence, i get to think.
a couple of entries ago, sometime last year, i shared a question asked to me by our daddy dba. daddy dba and i always talk through our internal messenger. i've shared quite a lot of things to him and vice-versa (kaya nga i'm praying na hindi siya malasing, baka madaming maibunyag!). we were again discussing my current lovelife state. he was asking me how i am doing. and i told him that i'm very very confused. guess what he said in reply?! "wear the sorting hat. it might help!" hahaha! ang corny!
i thought going away for a few weeks would clear up mymind. make things clearer. make choices easier. one choice is clear though, A is STILL the one. but that is not an option! so in the end, i'm still back to where i was before i left, in shambles! if only i can choose B, its easier and much more convenient! Hahaha!
anyway, i can't wait till the 2 long weekends of the month. i'll update about my canada trip next... =)
funny how irony works at the most unexpected time. last june 30, i was on a plane ride to canada, where i spent 2 weeks of heaven (i'll create a different and more detailed entry on this). lasty july 30, i was sent to a different floor unexpectedly. and my world changed.
imagine that in a month's time, drastic changes happened. *sigh* one was filled with happiness, peace, serenity (big girls don't cry! yeah! =P) the other, STRESS! sana this week lang...
but now that i'm surrounded with silence, i get to think.
a couple of entries ago, sometime last year, i shared a question asked to me by our daddy dba. daddy dba and i always talk through our internal messenger. i've shared quite a lot of things to him and vice-versa (kaya nga i'm praying na hindi siya malasing, baka madaming maibunyag!). we were again discussing my current lovelife state. he was asking me how i am doing. and i told him that i'm very very confused. guess what he said in reply?! "wear the sorting hat. it might help!" hahaha! ang corny!
i thought going away for a few weeks would clear up mymind. make things clearer. make choices easier. one choice is clear though, A is STILL the one. but that is not an option! so in the end, i'm still back to where i was before i left, in shambles! if only i can choose B, its easier and much more convenient! Hahaha!
anyway, i can't wait till the 2 long weekends of the month. i'll update about my canada trip next... =)
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